I wanted to end it all

The pain, the humiliation

The desperation that haunts me everyday

I ran out on the street

Unfortunately I threw myself in front of a SmartCar

Both the driver and passenger were killed instantly

I walked away and then went and had lunch at the mall

I then caught a movie and went home late

The area was taped off and the police were still on site

I got ready for bed but had a bath first because my back hurt a little

Tomorrow I’ll try again….